just as well...

Just as well I am not going out. Weather is horrible... and I know he won't be there.
Just as well....

Of all the things you said and done,
you might not be the only one
I cared for you from the beginning
But you made me go over my limits
I hate to think it was not you
To make me sigh and dream the truth
Of all the roads ahead
I just chose the bad one,
Instead....!!!!

my poetry muse :( feeling very edgy