a day with me in my life

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Kaboom!

Let me start from the beginning....
I phoned L, I e-mailed L, I sent word with collegues... just to find out that she was on vacation leave! Of all the days! So I had to do what I had to do... Stay quiet in my place and wait for the mail, which came on time :)
Yeps! He is the talk of all the office apart the first big gossip - that of the director. But he was my silver lining in a day full of work and fatigue... *ehh*
Today my sis S walked into my room and closed the door. A scarry experience especially if it is S when everyone knows that E is the trouble maker. But I heaved a deep sigh when she only wanted to know if next Sat I am free. Of course I am! It's been ages since I have gone out.
After the break-up with my ex, I went out to party, have fun and forget but now, I search for the refuge of my house. Getting old I guess.
From a household of six (including J, even though she is married and supposedly living in her own house) I am the only one to drive. My little brown bug I call her... A small mini minor that is only good for a museum but its my life and my love.
So S asked me if I could accompany her to her private lesson and I had to give in - after all she has got a point - that I do not have a life.
Went with S. Felt anger built inside me, too much traffic jam, no cigarettes... Arrived. Loads of youngsters waiting. A cute guy waved to S. She blushed and when I tried to involve her in a conversation who might he be, she only shrugged and got out.
Came home. E was fighting with dad. Dad wants to see the news, E wanted to see the football game of Man U vs Chelsea. Jeez, me got out in time before mum mentioned the P word - plates for washing.
Missing cigarettes. Hating me for having to quit. Went to supermarket to buy some things. Had to pay Lm0.03c for every plastic bag I took. Next time, mother's carrier basket - it's free, it's safe and bold red.
But better than nothing.
S just arrived from private lessons with bus. Better start writing something if I really want to be a good writer and very, very rich for I did not win the Super 5.
The nos that were drawn were: 38, 25, 3, 6, 21
Me had : 37, 25, 3, 7, 41
I *cried out loud* banged my head on the wall and just resigned myself that tomorrow I have to go to work and just gawk at the gorgeous guy.
Now this is life!

1 Comments:

  • At 10:19 AM, Blogger marie m. said…

    Congratulations on quitting smoking.
    I've tried to a bunch of times but still can't break my Marlboro Lights habit.
    What method, if any, did you use to quit?

     

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